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Do you text her "good morning"

When your waking up with me

Or a "good night, I love you"

Before we go to sleep

Loves deceit

I eat up your every word

Lustful confessions

Late nights, my door bell rings

3 Hour Sessions

I keep my eyes open

Yet and still I'm blinded

Loves deceit

Leaves me simple minded

Our lives connect

Our souls meet

Still that weary feeling

Of a "You, me and she"

My past is chasing me

At full speed

But no one can fill your shoes

Nothing else feeds that need

Loves deceit

I observe from a distance

10 Foot Pole, 50 Feet for instance

Trust is a struggle

Loving you is easy

Loves deceit

The only thing that pleases me...

Odes to you...

I swallow my pain and chase it down with a glass of bitterness

Followed by some actions that don't make sense

Call me bitter

However my wounds are self inflicted

Caught up in the rapture

My hearts conflicted

I feel myself trapped by these feelings for you

No longer able to do the things that lovers do

Making peace with this new life I lead

But my heart still bleeds

Set out on ignoring my wants

Focused on fulfilling my needs

Close strangers disconnected

Remembering our time together

Nothing lasts forever

Always and never

Lovers Quarrel

I talk, you react

You talk, I talk back

Harsh tones and intense body language

Now we're lying in our bed

Like two distant strangers

Its cold on my side no one to hold me

Your side looks just as lonely

This foolish lovers quarrel

Got me feeling like I'm not your girl

Two different views and mind frames

Have us in another world

There's a wall we both need to climb over

We'll never accomplish it

With one standing on the others shoulders

These emotions are starting to seem

Like a pattern to me

Starting to feel like maybe it is me

This foolish lovers quarrel

Has got me feeling down

I don't know how to fix it

So on my face is a sunk in frown

Two different views and mind frames

How will things ever be the same?

Hutch

My soul sang to his before either one of us could hear the tune

Faith did its part in me meeting you

Had to climb a few walls to get to you

Here I am

Safe and vulnerable at the same time

My heart no longer having to pretend that its bullet proof

Going with the flow is easy

Giving your all takes practice

and LOVING you is a great reward

My heart no longer cries

My cheeks have long since been stained with pains tears

My smile is magnified

You bring out the better pieces of me

Putting them together with you included

The end result is a vivid picture of "us"

Eternal, Forever, Trust

D'che & Me

We go way back like having immature conversations about sexual relations, bitter relationships and that 1st drink we sipped. Truth is, we were still kids living in the bodies of women driven by our hearts waiting for our minds to catch up. And when they did meet we stopped dead in our feet and looked down only to discover we have treaded through unwanted paths. Still we were able to crack jokes on meaningless confrontations and hurtful words. Indescribable bond I'd say, and some days I wouldn't have it any other way. Coming and going, but in my heart you stay.

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A man spits wise words on a corner that no one listens to
Not even me
I walk past him catching a glimpse of my shadow
watching may hair blow in the breeze thinking we've been through a lot together
Ironic I know
but sometimes you have to learn to appreciate the little things
If something so small can make you smile
Imagine the joy laughter can bring
Maybe I discovered my worth late in my life
done more wrong then right
I wouldn't re-write my footsteps differently
All this I am is whats got him into me
Mentally
Just a hint of mystery
I came a long way from the in and outs and switching lanes
Learned deep lessons from my hearts pain
Still I'm not stained
I'm not broken or tainted I'm renewed
and if I have anyone to thank its you...

Feeling me, Feeling You

Everything about this new me i am is because of you

The smell of you

The touch of you

Just the thought of you

Who told you it was ok to make me feel this way?

To free from the games the past use to play

Hoping that you'll stay

Hoping that my past doesn't scare you away

Everything about this new me i am is because of you

So far removed from the things i use to do

All with a means to slowly get closer to you

I love it when my phone rings and my text tone beeps

The good mornings and good nights before i go to sleep

Everything about this new me i am is because of you

So deeply into you

Your everything i need you to be

Accepting me for me