Sunday, August 23, 2009

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I played that sad song on the way home
and cried all the way
Could it be the drunkeness of my dark liquor mixor
or this broken heart I can't seem to fix
Why is it I write these odes to you?
The course of events brought up feelings I never knew
I love you
That "I wanna love you", love you
That "Put no one above you", love you
That "Spend my life", love you
However in the end
I come out of this drunken sadness
Tryna play it cool like these feelings for you don't exist
Feeling dismissed
But not really, cause nights when I have you
and you whisper my name
Its like we were before all of this
Caught between bits of lust and temporary saticfaction
Loathing you back with her after every transaction
I played that sad song on the way home
and cried all the way
I knew you'd break my heart almost lover
So these feelings for you I put away

Love Below The Surface

Love below the surface
Tell me was it all worth it?
Moving on is just a state of mind
Heart aching as time passes by
I still feel victimized
and though I can't press charges against your lying crime
I can only hope the pain will subside over time
Head ache and stress
None the less
You seemed to be the best of the best
and YES I confess
I got us into this mess
Love below the surface
Babe, was it all worth it?
The distrust you birthed it
and the picture from then on was NEVER perfect
DRAMA comes between us
and its the one thing that will NEVER leave us
Words in your ear
Seeking the truth is what you fear
So deeply blinded by your assumptions
and with them you choose to run with
Ending our forever happy ever after before it began
Love below the surface