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Do you text her "good morning"

When your waking up with me

Or a "good night, I love you"

Before we go to sleep

Loves deceit

I eat up your every word

Lustful confessions

Late nights, my door bell rings

3 Hour Sessions

I keep my eyes open

Yet and still I'm blinded

Loves deceit

Leaves me simple minded

Our lives connect

Our souls meet

Still that weary feeling

Of a "You, me and she"

My past is chasing me

At full speed

But no one can fill your shoes

Nothing else feeds that need

Loves deceit

I observe from a distance

10 Foot Pole, 50 Feet for instance

Trust is a struggle

Loving you is easy

Loves deceit

The only thing that pleases me...

Odes to you...

I swallow my pain and chase it down with a glass of bitterness

Followed by some actions that don't make sense

Call me bitter

However my wounds are self inflicted

Caught up in the rapture

My hearts conflicted

I feel myself trapped by these feelings for you

No longer able to do the things that lovers do

Making peace with this new life I lead

But my heart still bleeds

Set out on ignoring my wants

Focused on fulfilling my needs

Close strangers disconnected

Remembering our time together

Nothing lasts forever

Always and never