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I played that sad song on the way home

and cried all the way

Could it be the drunkeness of my dark liquor mixor

or this broken heart I can't seem to fix

Why is it I write these odes to you?

The course of events brought up feelings I never knew

I love you

That "I wanna love you", love you

That "Put no one above you", love you

That "Spend my life", love you

However in the end

I come out of this drunken sadness

Tryna play it cool like these feelings for you don't exist

Feeling dismissed

But not really, cause nights when I have you

and you whisper my name

Its like we were before all of this

Caught between bits of lust and temporary saticfaction

Loathing you back with her after every transaction

I played that sad song on the way home

and cried all the way

I knew you'd break my heart almost lover

So these feelings for you I put away